breakdown...

ok, so the last week or so, has been a bit much. Dad's sick, mom's stressed, no happy pills for 6 months, and things are bound to get built up. Seriously, I am trying to give people advice on this or that, and meanwhile my head is just working OT. I think I had a bit of a breakdown. Seriously. I was binge eating and purging, which I would NEVER do. Going to the liquor store at 2 in the afternoon during the week, and throwing a few back, going to sleep, waking up an hour later, having a couple more. Maybe on a Saturday way back in the day...Trying to be the person I am and help everyone..and I snap. Well I am back on the happy pills, and have some others to help me out with crazy anxiety attacks!!!! Could it be that turning 30 just hit me? lol no not all at. Since the last blog post, I am so ok with being 30. Maybe just a little temporary insanity...who knows?