Aahh

Ok so I am feeling very relaxed today. Kind of. For once my mind isn't racing here there and everywhere. I am antsy to get out of work. Looking forward to hitting the beach and taking it easy. Holidays in the middle of the week are great and they suck at the same time. It feels like a Sunday, and this is the last place I want to be! But aside from that, I have spent some great quality time with Kev and it is so sweet. I feel a little bit like I am stretched too thin. My mother does a lot and with her gone, I have assumed the role of checking on Papa. I don't mind at all, he is a love! And doing stuff for him makes me happy. But working the hours I work and my commute on top of it, wears me out. I am trying not to whine. I am just venting a bit.

The fourth of July was fun. Well the night before was fun too. Fireworks on the beach with Kev and his family...very fun. They are lovely people. The actual fourth was spent on the couch...

I am feeling very content and happy and just I don't know...at ease. Nice place to be.